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(no subject) [Feb. 1st, 2008|06:07 pm]
i like my girlfriend. a lot. me gustas tu. :D
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up and off [Nov. 21st, 2007|08:08 pm]
[mood |accomplished]
[music |greg brown: waiting on you]

heading out of here. leaving on dec. 7th for praha.

things have settled down and i am off for a month. a nice sigh of relief for a change of the seasons.

in other news. i am cooking dinner tomorrow for the first time with Tony. Oh, we will have a nice time.

happy thanksgiving everyone.
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(no subject) [Oct. 9th, 2005|10:02 pm]
work was slow today. ugh.

i'm not in the greatest of moods lately. I think it's because of this stupid fucking "voice for the actor" class. i'm sick of paying tons of money for pointless classes that i will never need.

kaylee bailed on me the other night, and then i thought for sure she'd show up today. In two years she never bailed on me. I bailed on her once in two years, and not really because she ended up coming over anyways. What? Just because I am her friend i no longer get any kind of commitment? I can just be tossed about and flaked out on. That really hurts. I wish people meant what they said. Especially her. but other than all this it has been nice seeing her.

i am going to go on a date with a 37 year old attorney. she makes a lot of money and will take me to Higgins. hehehe.

i want to go to europe and live instead of spending my money on school. hrm. who needs college anyways? i could read all this fucking shit in a cute little cafe in france.
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(no subject) [Aug. 3rd, 2005|06:56 pm]
it has been 6 weeks and 3 days. I am giving up. I took down her pictures.I am finding new ones to mod podge on my table over her. the ring will come off soon, i am not ready for that yet. i erased her from my info. on here where i had "kaylee's hugs" and what not posted under interests. I tried and i tried but i am exhausted and sexually frustrated. i haven't gotten laid in over 7 weeks even though i have been propositioned by very attractive people. i just couldn't. i like the thought of her being the last person i've slept with.

you know what? I stayed in portland this summer to be near her. and all i have done this summer is drink and starve myself. that is no way to live. i wanted to go to movies and parks and swimming adventures with her. i wanted her to get my first tattoo with me.

i can't keep her in my thoughts 24 hours a day any more. i have loved her more than anyone i've ever met. i have to give up. this is killing me.

"that woman will take you.that woman will break you."

"i'm a hopeless romantic YOU'RE JUST HOPELESS."

"however far you go, I will always love you."

"mamma told me that I would meet girls like you. mama warned me bout the girls all dressed in black they steal your heart and make you cry but they don't care."

i finished a letter to her. maybe i will send it while i am in michigan or maybe i will never send it. at least i have my closure.

goodbye you.
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(no subject) [Dec. 22nd, 2004|12:32 pm]
inimical sex: whatever
inimical sex: then why wont you tell her my humber

theboothinater: because if she wants to see you she'll find you, i'm not your fucking messenger girl

inimical sex: well i am online like maybe an hour of the day before i leave
inimical sex: and she doesnt know my number
inimical sex: i dont know hers
inimical sex: anyways
inimical sex: thanks for being mean
inimical sex: it is always a pleasure talking to you

theboothinater: same here, kristen

inimical sex: you couldn't just write it down...or tell me when i could talk to her?
inimical sex: i am really not here long

theboothinater: whatever, give it to me again

inimical sex: 503-579-3379
inimical sex: 312-550-0037
inimical sex: here til saturday
inimical sex: it is not like i am trying to steal your girlfriend so dont get all put off

theboothinater: that's not what i'm worried about

inimical sex: what are you worried about then

theboothinater: i don't like you, and i never abused you, and i don't want you in my life

inimical sex: HA HA HA HAH AH HAHA
inimical sex: okay
inimical sex: you are a riot

theboothinater: fuck you, i'm being nice taking a fucking message

inimical sex: yeah
inimical sex: but you are just silly
inimical sex: and dramatic
inimical sex: and i am over it
inimical sex: and gone
inimical sex: you have no idea who i am
inimical sex: so you can't not like me

theboothinater: hahahahah whatever, kristen, please stop talking to me, i
tried to block you, but obviously i couldn't... bye

inimical sex: you cant
inimical sex: i am ever present
inimical sex: god like
inimical sex: thanks for takiing the message
inimical sex: see you in hell
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(no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2004|06:28 pm]
When it comes to love I am standing alone at the gas station in the self service line.
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(no subject) [Jan. 5th, 2004|12:28 am]
slow is spelled with four letters
so is life
speed is spelled with five letters
so is death
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